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Thursday, May 26, 2005

i am using my bro's laptop now. he ish sooo nice to me. todae. i am sooo happy. hehs. cos i wanted to go online. but the house comp the msn got prob. sooo he offered me his laptop. and taught me how to use and alll. sooo kind and nice.. i think he has grown up alrd. ha. i rmb those days when we used to throw things at each other and ignoring each other's presence. and saying hurting words to each other. arghs. those days were horrible. and i hated him. i dislike having him arnd. but now. as time passes, pple change. and i am glad that he has become more matured. i hope he becomes a gentleman. cos he is quite shuai. and all the girls will go gaga over him. and i will be sooo proud. haas. cos i will be like. "HA. thats my brother u noe. don be jealous." ((((:
went to support hockey todae. yays. the girls got champion. but the guys lost to rj 2-0. but nvm larhs. they are good enuff to make it into finals. cos they are the underdogs. hehs. sooo happy. tml might haf full dae. or half dae oso can. :)) yays. met sinhui todae. and company. happy. yays. there are sooo many things to be happy abt. so much so that i can jus leave the things i nid to be bothered abt aside. i ate alot for dinner. ha. hungry larhs. ohhs. i must mention. todae PE was great. played scoccer. i thot the guys were flaunting their skills at first. cos they duwan to pass to the girls. but slowly, we jus had fun. cos i was laughing like shiat. make the best out of it marhs. since it's the last pe of the term. and might be the last pe i will haf with the class. cos i haf blue slip. hehs. no nid pe for college rep. lala. out of point. oh i love veejay. but i miss cedar. ydae when i was cheering for the scoccer team. i felt the passion. but definitely not as strong as those when i was still in cedar. somewhat. somehow. sometimes, i will feel my goosebumps coming out when i cheer for vj. i think jus haben get used to it larhs. alrites man. i will try! positive.
i wanna run awae. from you. you are treating me as if i am already yours. i feel like the way i did again. i need space. i need to breathe. i need freedom. i need a break from you. stop all ur nonsense. stop liking me.

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